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Conflicts I​-​II

from Come Get Drunk With PLD by Pathetic Little Dog

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Me and negativity agree:
You can clear your conscience
But there will always be new conflicts

Born under a bad sign
On the cusp of cancer
These are sad times
Never believed in intelligent design
Even when I was high
Love is a battlefield lined with strip mines
Strip club serenity soothes sick minds
Never had time to confess their crimes
Some smoke their boges down to the filter
But I flick mines
Inflicted with addictions
Just as I predicted
Reenforcing my convictions
I just did it to get mines
I'll sip this bitter elixir till the well runs dry
I'll do bad things because I'm the bad guy
Beauty tears me open
Happiness makes me cry
Forbidden fruit is the sweetest
You're the apple of my eye

And it's a sin just to think of you
And it's a crime just to look you
And it's a tragedy just to touch you
And it's a catastrophe just to love you
It's torture to desire you
It's torment to cherish you
It's sorrow to yearn for you
It's suffering to lust for you
And it's agony to crave you
And it's anguish to need you
And it's painful to wish for you
And it hurts just to be with you
But it's hell to be without you
And it's wrong for me to want you
It's wrong
Wrong
It's wrong for me to want you
It's wrong
Wrong

Couldn't love you less
Lost all my respect
I'll treat you like an object
My feelings for you are complex
Madonna-Whore Complex
These feelings won't go unchecked
Separate your love from your sex
No more secrets kept
I'm being far too direct
I'm too easy to neglect
I'm too easy to reject
I forgot what I represent
Conceded the argument
It wasn't an accident
I once was passionate
Seems disproportionate
Cuz all that's left is abandonment
I've had it up to here with this establishment
I'd be the happiest man alive if I was earth's last inhabitant
And I don't believe in God
But I'm the devil's advocate
I'm my own arch-nemesis
I put all my emphasis on the negative shit
We're all caught up in our own conflicts
Until they're eclipsed
At the genesis of a new abyss
If life sucks get a new bitch
Ain't no problem without a quick fix
Pull the trigger on yourself or face your conflicts
Some people think I need to get a grip
And stick to the script
And stay in my lane
And play their game
People think I'm strange
People think I'm deranged
And maybe that's sane
But I know I'll never change
Change
Change
And no, I'll never change
Change
Change

Were all caught up in our own conflicts
until we're in a ditch
Your a fuckin' bitch
An unscratchable itch on my soul
Which is now the system's piss hole
Speaking of which, I have never been whole
Don't you wish you were rich enough to flip the switch up
and be the change?
and become the thing you wish you had became?
you played the game and your all the same and your whose to blame
And you know I'll never change
We're all caught up in own conflicts
Until we don't exist
dismissed
off the list
Awfully pissed
Where's the twist?
There's isn't one?
What a bunch of shit
yeah
How does it feel to be nothing but a digit?
You must be livid
But then again ignorance has no limit
Can't you take a hint?
This guilt trip has no kill switch
You either pull the trigger on yourself or face your conflicts
Either die with your sins
Or live with the shame
and try to burn what's left of the sorrow that remains
Look at the thing you became
You put that poison in your veins
and tainted your brain
and fed on what they gave
and take and take
and never save
I hope you never change
No Never change
change change
Never change

No never change
Change
Change
Change
Change
Change Change


oh and it's sick to even think of you
and it burns to even look at you
and it's terrible to even to touch you
And it's horrible to even love you
It's wicked to desire you
it's awful to cherish you
it's vile to yearn for you
it's loathsome to lust for you
and it's depraved to crave your
and it's disgusting to need you
and it's evil to wish for you
and it's punishment to even be near you
But I can't go on without you
And it's wrong to live without you
it's wrong
it's wrong
wrong

it's wrong to live without you
it's wrong
wrong

We're all caught up in our own bullshit
Nobody give a shit how you live
Nobody give a shit bout your kids or where you work and what you make
unless you've got something they can take
unless you've got something to lose
unless you're something they can use
You say got a gift
Nobody gives a shit
New relationship?
Nobody gives a shit
Sorry true believers
Your accomplishments label you underachievers
Why are we constantly seeking validation?
How will that result in a balanced equation?
You spend everyday nervously treading the tightrope
Just to find there's no room left in the last lifeboat
It's nice to have goals
I hope you keep that hand and never fold
I'm sooo caught up in my own conflicts
Bearer of the cross
Calling for my own conviction
Repeat after me:
"I am a slave to my condition"
I'd save you from the same if I could write the prescription
but all I write is this
My crucifixion
all I do is shit and piss
It's all we ever do
We all shed our basic instincts
subsequently struggling to avoid giving in to influence
But that's all we ever do
And you can say your the one making the movements
But you hope that's never true
And you can say your not the one making the motions
But you know that's never true
Oh, woe is you
And it sucks
and it blows
and it stings
This state of flux is no way to bring positive change
I'll never change
Rearranging the same seven obstacles
clinging on to ancient obsessions
because I can't afford new possessions
I'm sooo caught up in my own conflicts
Why can't I just quit?
I can't commit
I've lost my direction
I've lost my erection
I've lost my affection
I've lost my affection
I'm a perfectionist who's never seen perfection
I'm a realist, yet need to alter my perception
I'm a specialist in nothing but my own depression
Thermostats can barely measure my temperament
Frostburn evident
I neglected my regiment
I reside within my deficient
The future's never definite
I am not affectionate
I am just a pessimist
I am not affectionate
That is just irrelevant
Your too caught up in your own conflicts for that to even resonate
I'm too caught up in my own conflicts to ever elevate
Your too caught up in your own conflicts to even hesitate
I'm too caught up in my own conflicts
I need to meditate

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from Come Get Drunk With PLD, released December 25, 2013

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BK James is the infamous co-founder of Three Penis Productions, an experimental music label, and has been steadily releasing music since a handful of BK & KGC songs appeared on Youtube in 2010. For more from BK, check out:

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