What I become? Just listen Bad weather still matches my disposition I'm a bad man by my own admission My mission is still spittin' wisdom Reliving every bad decision I made while some stay hidden Driven by ambition Delivering veridical renditions with no omissions This is exactly what I envisioned And if you found an opinion has arisen Forget it Fucks ungiven Every loser in the world wants history rewritten Fucks ungiven Go home and hold your children Tell them they're brilliant one in a billion Train them to be good little civilians Make sure they love kittens Respect women And fear what's forbidden I don't give a shit I'll be the villain Fucks ungiven Man, fuck the system And my buttcheeks Kiss 'em Fuck these bitches I'll never miss 'em As for the haters Well, I already dissed em' Slit my wrists? You wish son Keep talkin' shit, um You gon' get pissed on Please don't get this wrong I don't care Not even a smidgeon Don't you dare Try to give me criticism Forget it Fucks ungiven Every loser in the world wants history rewritten Fucks ungiven In light of derision I'm still delivering consistently In spite of my position I still seek the truth persistently This one's a little bit more literate Literally For everyone's safety I insist you keep your distance Some took my advice Some didn't Despite past differences You think I'm gonna remain anything but indifferent Until the end of existence? Fucks ungiven Every loser in the world wants history rewritten Fucks ungiven

Been vilified for a while Look in my eyes, you'll find no denial This goes out to everyone I ever lied to I became the bad guy just for you Felt like I been vilified And demonized They think i can't act civilized I felt victimized In this sad life we can't all be idolized Some are bound to be spited We can't all be invited You could try to deny what's inside you Mad times Striving for the things money can't buy But one day you're gonna realize We all got a part to play And I'm the bad guy I accepted my fate Been rejected, no hate So many are subjected to suffering with no escape Pain is to be expected, oh great Men are filled with millions of imperfections Which if left neglected Will teach you a lesson The hard way and if you're trying to lessen the aggression My suggestion is to start today We all got a part to play and I'm the bad guy Look at me today, I'm the fat guy Look at me tomorrow, I'm the bald guy Look at me yesterday, never gave a fuck Probably never will So what? So I'll never be commended Instead alway condemned I didn't intend to offend Everyone I ever befriended Through desperate agendas Guess I'm demented How splendid People feel better about themselves when i'm around How transcendent Sometimes I pretend I'm one of them Still seeking vengeance Unable to kick this penchant For wearing smoke in and around my throat like a pendant But If I found a dollar on the ground I'd spend it On a cigarette Which will make me content until the end of this sentence Yes, I covet flesh Yes, I get death threats I'm depressed and detested I'm a testament to excess I'm excrement I congest and oppress and infect and and repress My intents to molest I've been told I'm awful, evil, terrible, amoral and a pest And yet I remain unimpressed Yes, I'm the bad guy

There's so many roads I wish never went down Too late to turn around now Haters abound I'll make them cry before I play their clown I smile when I see them frown I feel unwelcome in my own town They can all go drown In case you weren't aware The king of darkness wears no crown You could hate me now For when I won't be around Go ahead and hate me now But that'll never slow me down You could hate me me now I hope that it makes you proud Go ahead and hate me now I just hope you feel more endowed I hope one day you turn around and say 'wow' And never show doubt till the put you in the ground The bitch is life and my muse is a whore They fuck all night, soon to need more Doin' what's right is a snooze and a bore Fight my sorrow with drugs till I'm blue on the floor Blue on the floor? Sure I've already gone against everything I swore I'd do Turned myself rotten to the core too, it's true But I don't want any sympathy because I feel nothing for you Nothing but wanting Nothing but lust for the poor souls that I'm haunting I have no soul of my own and that concept is so daunting I'm more disappointed in myself than the people I'm taunting I'm skulking though a vibrant world Insulting quiet girls Who never deserved the negative words she heard I am a one man island Word Defective, unaffectionate and I'll never be cured You could hate me now For when I won't be around Go ahead and hate me now But that'll never slow me down You could hate me me now I hope that it makes you proud Go ahead and hate me now I just hope you feel more endowed I hope one day you turn around and say 'wow' and never show doubt till the put you in the ground (KGC:) C'mon and hate me and see where your hate leads Breathe life in this hate freak and release a caged fiend Anger, aggression, see where you take me? See what you made me? It's crazy I have to berate these Unworthy, lame, weak Base tweaked Retrained bees with fake steez These MC's are filled with envy This king has plenty of ways to deal with you gentry Murder these bastards in groups of like twenty These lemmings are too weak to even offend me Assume the position, bowed head and bent knees Hate me and find out where you and your death meet Hate me just so that you could die next Please Despise me and feel my clenched teeth make your neck bleed It's crucial I'm brutal when facing you hacks Quit staging this act You disgraceful quacks I am the seed of hate, greed, and wrath So embrace what you hate and face this attack You could hate me now For when I won't be around Go ahead and hate me now But that'll never slow me down You could hate me me now I hope that it makes you proud Go ahead and hate me now I just hope you feel more endowed I hope one day you turn around and say 'wow' and never show doubt till the put you in the ground I'm sick, I'm scum, I'm slime Shoulda been born deaf, dumb and blind My desire's a crime Been a liar the entire time You could rewire my entire mind And I'd still be inclined to defy mankind, it's true I'm fuckin' crazy baby You should try to escape to where I can't find you So you could hate me in safety

Lonely people aren't peaceful Seldom cheerful We're often feeble Fed by needles Led to evil Selling hell for a piece of freedom Look at what we've become: Demons with no allegiance Heathens with nothing to believe in Freaks who spend every weekend alone Sleeping alone every evening knowing something's wrong All us lonely people Where do we all belong? Lonely people sitting silently Childishly imagining happy couples dying violently Wait for the day that never comes And when it finally does They scream for arms around them and receive none Privacy is a cage Rivalries fade Dynasties change And all the while millions are wasting away All alone Cold as stone Overgrown And never known No never known Lonely people need only each other Yet for some reason salvation from isolation Is almost impossible to discover At least we have inspiration to hold us over Yeah, we got our creations and our culture Poetry, paintings, and sculptures But these things don't have a chance of saving you from the vultures No chance of saving you from the vultures Oh, it's so vulgar When will it all be over and done? Will they even notice when we're gone?

I don't need no black clouds hanging over me Smoked almost a G and I still got a loud pack left Big bags? Bet I painted my dreams green and that dream is yet to leave If you don't agree just let it be Let me rest in pieces like broken bongs And maybe you can learn to drift away like ghost hits taken by soccer moms Who haven't smoked in oh so long Motivated to reach the peak And then just like that the notion's gone So I'm a smoke another one if I got the buds Buy another bag if I got the funds If the cops after you know you run But if I ditched the blunt Bet I head back and pick it up And if it's big enough I might give ya some But bet I don't toss the roach 'till its really done Ummmm My moniker: BK James And the New Greenery Report hasn't even begun son Ummmm

There's a pain in my heart that won't be defeated I believed in myself so much I became completely conceited In my ignorance lust and greed were all I ever heeded The pendulum swings, oblivious, irrelevant, unneeded Universal equality exists yet still we've all still been cheated For every spoiled child one that's been mistreated But many more things have been started than completed And some would say that there is no single thing you can do that couldn't be repeated I find that egregious Factitious And even if I embrace evil and bleed shit and piss My dreams will still be prestigious Please believe this Pity is not loving the stars, the moon, the sky or the sun No I won't dance there's no chance I'm a grown man my romance is cold now But that mode won't last She granted me a glance in class that was fast Damn, my standards are vast I stopped drinking till I was passed a flask What a blast I brought myself into this I was never asked Never outclassed I outlast And that's the exact same spirit that made me an outcast I'll be on this rap shit 'Till they put me in the casket Or maybe I'll break all my bad habits 'Till my ashes are scattered Life was a flash in the pan And nothing really mattered The only thing you can try to do is break the pattern And make some small imprint on the world with all of your swagger Happiness can be had but no one's gonna hand it to you on a platter And if I have to sacrifice tomorrow to salvage today Please Believe I'll be OK BK I'm a bastard I hate being sober, I love being plastered Some people keep a bible on the dashboard But I'm not afraid of facing disaster Embracing the hazards Becoming crasser And serving no master but the master piece I know what you're after B, please believe me And even though it might not be easy It's never too late to enjoy the evening I'm not too satisfied right now but I've got a feeling Fathom that Imagine you could get that childlike sense of abandon back And maybe you can if you let this anthem blast Cuz that's that damn crack Believe that Imagine you could get that childlike sense of abandon back And maybe you can if you let this anthem blast Cuz that's that damn crack Believe that

Please believe all the bad news What've I got to lose? Please excuse This young ego bruised Product of the molecules who Mystified by magnitude Can now proudly conclude There's safety in solitude I've got solid proof And a bad attitude Shown no gratitude And been told I'm rude before Hate me now Shaky ground's my turf I can take any form Without a sound I morph Brooding, scorned, and unsure But what's shapeshifting worth when the thing I most adore Is lying secure behind locked doors Where there's no more forms to whore? Where's your vaccine, antidote or cure? Where's your magazine, packet, note, or brochure? Or dossier? This isn't entertainment you fiend, slipaway This time is mine I made it to hideaway So why don't you leave and go replay Any other piece of my life that I saved And be grateful I even gave you that many mazes to play with Frequently misinterpreted when I elocute the finer point's of amazement So instead I say shit And the smartest thing you could do? Don't say shit My solution to the problem? Hideaway quick And the smartest thing you could do? Don't say shit

I had a thought And now it's gone It seemed so real And now it's gone I understood how to get along But now that thought is fucking gone I had a high And now it's gone I gave a fuck And now it's gone I smoked a bong to get along And now the high is fucking gone I had beliefs And now they're gone Pleasant dreams And now they're gone It took too long to get along And now those ideas fucking gone Yet the implications linger on There's something in the air ya can't put your finger on When ya favorite song comes on and ya can't enjoy it That's disappointment Being annoyed with employment Is like being surprised to find there's a fly in your ointment And if you spend too much time wondering what the point is The potential it once had becomes pointless Because you can't exploit it anymore It's too late to compare yourself as part of the metaphor They should put you in a box like some petit fours And I know that's simply a simile Really ain't shit to me Alone or in front of a million pilgrims When I sing I sing to me The soliloquy stings deep Mellowed by the misery Solo in this hellhole having hollow, bitter epiphanies This could be some brilliant symphony I've got the ability Just give me a little weed So I can see the world a little bit differently Addiction is a viscous bitch indeed Ain't shit to me So if I disappear like Mr. T And no one remembers to leave my legacy And I become yet another dead sea What a joy that would be To be free Just as you are to disagree Life is brief but there's no need to hurry You've got time to make up your mind, don't worry If the sun is no fun don't wake up early Who's to determine which worldly journeys are worthy? The clergy say if your journey is pure then surely You'll receive the secrets in your dreams But I've never taken DMT so I'm not sure what that means I haven't even had a real belief since my teens And I'm sorry if that's disappointing Nobody is what they seem Really ain't shit to me I had a thought And now it's gone It seemed so real And now it's gone I understood how to get along But now that thought is fucking gone I had a high And now it's gone I gave a fuck And now it's gone I smoked a bong to get along And now the high is fucking gone I had beliefs And now they're gone Pleasant dreams And now they're gone It took too long to get along And now those ideas fucking gone I had a thought And now it's gone Deep philosophies Now they're gone I understood, how to get along Yet of course the remorse is all that lingers on I was high But now it's gone I gave a fuck But now it's gone I smoked a bowl to get along But of course the remorse is all that lingers on I had beliefs I had wet dreams I had fantasies and feelings I kept brief I had faith in medicine and machines I had ecstasy yesterday I had mind blowing peaks I had streaks I had beats The only thing I didn't have was peace Peace of mind I wish I could rewind At least half the time I spent lyin' round Cryin' about how I spent The time or money that I sent Down the drain Large percentage of my days gone to waste Waiting for my torment to wade Decaying Saying nasty things about the thing I became Clasped down by my own cynicism Prisoner of my own criticism Splitting myself through long division Sitting, brooding, Indecision Pacing, waiting, in this prison Criticizing my disguise from inside So I've grown to despise My oily skin and the bags under my eyes And even though it's been a while since I cried Every time I smile I feel like it's a lie Ain't shit to me At least I realize At least I know why I could explain it all right now but I haven't got the time Sorry if that's a disappointment Actually Ain't shit to me

Sometimes I stare in the mirror but I am not there I know what I am, but not where Life is not fair But I was never scared I don't need your prayers The problems I have will no be repaired I swear I'd rather walk on glass then tread on air My condition is rare I'm in no position to care Brooding in my lair Glued to a chair The worst part about being myself is being self-aware Adderall and Ativan Yeah, that's my caravan Pull me up and drag me down In a hole in higher ground Going north, but headed south And that's the truth straight from a liar's mouth (KGC:) I'm ashamed of my life on this planet God damn it What God would fuckin' plan this? Just pop a couple tabs and let the trance hit So fucked up off these drugs that I can't even manage I vomit, black out, and wake up in a damn ditch It's a metaphor for what my life has turned into Look into my eyes and watch the demons burning through No one around me seems to even notice That I'm drowning in the same drugs that I used to fuckin' cope with Liquor every night just to escape into a dream world Shots to the head just a suicidal fiend curled Up in a ball, get to the toilet, lean, hurl Flush it down and watch as my dreams swirl No escape, I can't seem to find the door All I find is more idiots and mindless whores Fuck man, is this really all my time is for? No please, oh God, it can't be How can someone love me when I can't fuckin' stand me? Mind racing like a Grand Prix Where's my next fix from? No money for food but just enough to get drugs Booze, shrooms and adderall I used to think I had it all Y'know, I used to think I had it all But there's no denying that what goes up has to fall And that mentality feeds this downward spiral This vicious cycle eating it's way out of me Destroying vital organs This depression's viral Forcing me to hold my own trial And I pray every time that that fuckin' jury hangs me Put me in the freezer, have the coroner slab me Build me a pine box, drop me down fast, please Throw some dirt on me And let the maggots have my last feast Cuz life goes on Within me, without me, and past me Fly's in my nostrils continue to climb Deeper, while I remain docile, well past my prime When I fuckin' end it a fossil's all they'll find as evidence of my hostile mind The only thing I learned from life is that life is a colossal waste of time Fly's crawl up my nose, death creeps up my spine That's fine I can kill tomorrow Tonight's mine Adderall and Ativan Yeah, that's my caravan Pull me up and drag me down In a hole in higher ground Going north, but headed south And that's the truth straight from a liar's mouth Adderall and Ativan Yeah, that's my fuckin' caravan Pull me up and drag me down In a hole in higher ground Going north, but headed south And that's the truth straight from a liar's mouth

Life isn't fair You learn that day one It's all too much to bear by the time that day's done You can hear time tick in the beat of the drum Or watch it burn from the heat of the sun you can taste time fly from the tip of your tongue Or ten years later when your still coughing up lungs You can smell time rotting when you live in a slum But you notice it the most When it's crawling slow While you're alone and cold and numb If it wan't for the irreversible nature of time I'd redo everything I ever done If it wan't for the irreversible nature of time I'd redo everything I ever done You can lick your wounds which I do Or go looney tunes which I did But you're still inching away from the womb Into the waiting arms of some puny gloomy tomb if there's room for you Which there is I wish they'd stick me in the ground naked and careless Like when I came into the world before I knew what fair is Villains are just victims that are no longer children So, you stepped into the system Expecting to find a rhythm Without realizing you were imprisoned On the wrong side of the prism They say alcoholism is curable But autism isn't Neither is capitalism Our new religion where christians join hands with sinners To manipulate women and children If you'll pardon the euphemism Who took the youths ambition? I used to be a musician I used to perform compositions Now I'm more like an oral mortician Embalming the mortal remains of my morality With more discipline Might as well get it off my chest now before we're senior citizens No more heartwarming normality for me My inner war's first casualty's now long deceased After ego death arrogance increased Burning sexuality just took a short leave Until the morning when I force-feed Reality down my throat till I bleed At some point in time we've all been deceived Grieved Then reconfigured the fundamentals of what we believe Hiding beneath the sheets for weeks Time leaps forward But your progress creeps We're splitting at the seams Awake yet asleep The cost of living is far too steep Sometimes the irreversible nature of time makes me want to weep Weep, weep Sometimes the irreversible nature of time makes me want to weep Weep, weep Fast forward the bad moments and rewind the good times If I could Skip the breakup Play my first kiss and pause it Yeah, that would be good Facebook can't keep track of everyone I un-friended Burnt bridges can be rebuilt But these wounds will not be mended I used to be mature for my age Now I'm just demented Coulda been prevented Too late to turn back Ain't even worth the mention It would've all faded to black But I gave me an extension The irreversible nature of time will get me eventually Retained every shred of shame I ever gained Never say I didn't pay my penalty I only experience happiness seldomnly I don't know where my heart is I wish I was still sellin' weed Cuz the irreversible nature of time will be the death of me regardless And I'm still smoking' weed cuz eternity ain't shit to me You won't live to see it's mystery Gosh darn it

Come spark up wit the verbal arsonist But don't start shit you can't finish Am I a narcissistic nihilist? Or a nihilistic narcissist? You garbage bitch Diminish The farce exists in parts and bits when I'm starved for bliss Can't harvest piff I pop some shit you get from a pharmacist If you ain't a martyr guard your wrists Who you know hard as this? Used to get high as shit Go tell lies to my psychiatrist Then pick 5 fuckin' prescriptions up Head back to the crib and flips cups And rock beer pong shots and take so many shots I dropped bottles Cuz I stayed gonzo non-stop Acknowledge The Greenery Report could've been pot pop If you gave this hot knob a polish While I pop E and start wobbling to these beats I demolish I'm a beast Shoulda been abolished Instead I'm in college with alcoholics But you still catch me on greasy street corners Or at the beach smokin' bong hits I'm the chief I got balls kidd Go all in Big ego, Big libido We smoke weed wherever we go And when I'm in the booth all I do is nail free throws Some folk think I sold my soul to the devil I did Woke up in the ghetto Blind but I heard the instrumental It made me sentimental Talkin bout walkin' a mile in my shoes? You couldn't get a foot in my slipper And I stay hot in these streets Cuz I'm good with the niggers And we smoke that shit They say you never get higher than the first time I think that's about the worst lie I've ever heard in this cursed life Submerge my my mind in versed high 'till my thirst dies Don't sweat it Can't you see the reason I'm constantly kush cloud headed Is cuz coming downs the one thing I've always dreaded? So I keep committing these well rehearsed crimes 'Till the hearse finds mine's in terse pine Won't regret it There's so much less to be upset with When I can't even remember to forget shit Better than the rest cause I'm restless I can't come down But maybe I catch up with myself on the next rip 'Till then no human invention Is suited to attempt to measure My higher then ascending to heaven Hit after hit of impending pleasure Haters talk shit about words without pretending they read them Don't mention the leisure I'm involved in again Unless you wanna end up a severed head Murder unsolved Amen It was never like this I was just a kid Didn't even know what weed is Thought I'd never take a rip Don't know how I slipped Used to give my friends shit for being idiots Well irony's a hideous bitch isn't it? They say we're bound to repeat our parents mistakes Well how you think I made all these fuckin' mixtapes? It was never liked this I was just a kid Didn't really know what weed is Thought I'd take a rip Thought it couldn't hurt Thought I had a grip I mean isn't this what my dad smoked before that Rolling Stones concert? Didn't feel anything at first Thought it didn't work Weed is whack I was so damn sure But sometimes you take what you get handed I was chillin' with my best friend and his older brother Never planned it We smoked one bowl after another And then my vision expanded Didn't understand it Didn't realize what was happening Couldn't stop laughing We were on the couch watching jackass I thought to myselfm "must've been that grass" Right then and there I should have made that hit my last I wasn't up to the task Three years later and I'm wearing the mask New game, new name Gettin' paid, whose James? BK One day I realized I had time to waste And life offered so many kinds of tastes That reality had holes in it with which to escape I was bored so I drank The funnel made me feel alive I went to great lengths Keg stand than slam cups Sometimes someone handed me a blunt After taking shots of rums Threw tens on an eighth of the dank No lightweights in my ranks Isn't it great? I was barely 17 when I took my first cigarette break My biggest mistake We used to party three nights a week Used to be just beers Quickly joined by weed Followed by bogies Then E Feelings I couldn't believe For the the first time in my life I was finally free At least that's what I perceived Getting high all week High school was bullshit so I had to leave That's what the psychiatrists told me I went to the mental institution just to see Just to write some poetry Surprisingly well received I was high all week It made me feel achieved I was naive I couldn't sleep It felt like Christmas Eve And it really was cuz what a present I had waiting under the tree A crib right in town with my homies What a great idea Even my parents and psychiatrist agree June 1st lease No responsibilities except work How hard could it be? For the first time in my life I was finally at peace Except I had absolutely no idea of what was really in store for me So the very first night we like Decided to invite A few close friends We were very excited They bring beer we light it We got the bong, the legend United around it, it felt like heaven Shortsighted we had nothing to sleep on Too busy playing beer pong Won seven games soon as I stepped on And I only stepped off the table to change the song I could do no wrong We were all getting wavy didn't take too long Before this kid who was with this chick was puking his brains out on the lawn The delighted sentiment of which is now so far gone Not every ugly duckling turns into a black swan And after your swan song We'll pick a casket from a catalogue And pray they don't spell your name wrong On your gravestone And we'll stay blown Off that homegrown Like we're prone to do We're too stoned for them to be thrown at you We were to stoned to know which roads to go down We were too stoned to know who to trust Small fish in a small town Now it seems like we didn't know much I've leaned on weed like a crutch I've relied on it so much I've become vile to the touch without it I dumped dutch guts in the fountain of youth Cuz I'd rather die high in due time Than live forever doubting the truth There are some things we're bound to lose Bake out the bad news in the back of the whip Feeling burnt out and blue Tragically slipped Recognized this, took another hit The record must've skipped Encrypted with jealousy Equipped with envy Ripping the bowl until it's empty Resurrected several memories I spent twenty I smoked plenty But each ghost toke makes me sorrier cuz soon I won't have any And when I don't have any I am my only enemy Regrettably The serenity and ecstasy I feel everyday only lowers my life expectancy Allegedly This is all I'll ever be I wish I was still sellin' weed Because the irreversible nature of time will be the death of me regardless And because I'm an artist I'll be taken' the largest hits In the heart of darkness Until my last breath Each ghost hit makes me sorrier cuz soon I won't have any left

And just to reiterate The game needed to be be reinvigorated So I figured I would re-demonstrate why I'm the one that all them niggas hated You made you bed nigga now lay lay in it Niggas probably liked me better overmedicated Needless to mention I remain overdedicated 7 mixtapes to date And if you haven't heard 'em all you need to be reeducated I don't have too much time to be explainin' shit I'm way too faded Waited too long Now James' brain is all jaded That means there's green in my dome until I'm cremated Fuck 'em all equality through discrimination I'm so sophisticated I'll never be domesticated I manipulated way too many situations And if you spittin' a flow I originated That's anticipated I'll return to the crime scene later and reclaim it By this point in the show I'm pretty sure you know what my name is Just remember that I never recite the song verbatim I re-regurgitate it Bitch

There's a pain in my heart and it's definitely broken And scarred and frozen Despite that fact it's still filled with potential devotion Even though sometimes it seems like life moves in slow motion Impotent And I only see bad omens And they all seem hopeless And the only thing I have to show for these 21 years is my own soul's own erosion No luck for the unchosen Ego unswollen Some things will remain unspoken But sometimes in the moment my heart reopens What's the cause of all the commotion? I tried showing no emotion Internally comatose Diverting my focus Far from those who I was supposed to hold closest Exceeding my dosage Believing my diagnosis Becoming ferocious Giving in to psychosis And it was almost too late before I even noticed I still indulge in coldness It's bogus, I know this Hard as I may try I can't escape my emotions Emotional Uncontrollable I used to cry at the drop of a hat And after all these years I'm still unconsolable Told ya so I should've known my love was disposable Now the pain is the only thing that seems notable It's unmistakable Clear evidence that my heart is not unbreakable And just when I think emotion is sweetly unattainable It rears it's ugly head Completely unexplainable I try to remain indifferent but emotion is unescapable Slave to the occasional Burst of sensational inspiration Wave after wave of insatiable debasement and elation Quaking in anticipation Of vivid inner hallucinations Sebating lucid situations Of my own creation Much to my fascination and amazement I made 6 mixtapes of the same shit And they still haven't found a better replacement my payment for patience? Well I ain't famous you know this I guess all I'm left with is entertainment and emotion Don't let emotions hold you back Don't let that bitch stab you in the back I was gone, now I'm back I was down, now I'm out I was proud but now I don't even know what pride is all about Call it a drought I hope you figure that shit out Before you flip out Chill out And if you sees us in these streets, well give us all a shout And if we're still overfeeding our greedy mouths And lying about like lazy louts Maybe that's for the best There's so much emotion pent up in this chest That yes I would love to express My wrath in full And raze a path of devastation like a raging bull But baby that's bull You could hate me, that's cool I envy you fools Memories are cruel Emotion is a tool And if you don't use it that's a bust Smoke bud that's a must Say, "so what, we're fucked" Hard as I may try emotion shows up Look, I done tried to duck But I had no luck Seems like every time I've finally given up Right on cue there's lust Yup Hard as I may try emotion shows up Hard as I may try emotion shows up

So it appears I smoked myself into a vegetable Than I ate an edible All my weed incredible Impeccable medical Sacks fatter than my testicles If you wanna get technical That's five blunts, three jays Eight roaches in the ashtray End of the day I do what I say Actually chiefin' Accurate character Grass ambassador You amateurs smoke lavender And daffodils And I'm laughing' still And this hashish I have to kill Keep it real I find a fried mind at high tide You feel me? I only feel real feelings when I'm high Bring a dime Income die, wisdom rise you want the keys to the kingdom? Fine No time for questions No time for second guessing You'll never learn your lesson I'm the one your hoe be stressin' Hope she's present at my next erection Ego death tonight Tomorrow is the resurrection Cuz if I wake up in the morning that's a motherfuckin' blessing And If I go to bed sober that's fuckin' depressing That's why I still scrape resin Even though it tastes unpleasant I know I'll never ascend to heaven So instead I'm a puff puff the stuff till my sinuses plug up Plug in, log on for some gutter smut The dirt you smoke ain't worth bein' dug up buttercup Just smoked a blunt, didn't get high, guess I'll go roll another up I mean I'm kinda high, just need a reason to pass the time And after I'm done getting high I'll go roll another up I ain't got no tolerance For incompetent Pussy niggas with no tolerance Pukin' after bong hits Probably need a gynecologist Years now I been fuckin' this whack world Ain't used a condom yet Lost my virginity to a fat black girl Squirted her with my condiments Guess I did pretty good for a slacker cracker rapper Fat bastard and a half You know that Master at my craft You know this I don't smoke crack rocks I smoke piff But crack rocks Is my cash crop Ya broke bitch I copped rolling papers from the head shop to roll shit with And some cough drops so I don't choke when I hit it I got a problem with pot and I openly admit it Thought about quittin' Decided to forget it Fuck permission I'm a smoke and sin till my brain splits open And I won't ever ask to be forgiven New Paltz bud game on the grid kid This the town I live in And in spite of my supposed intelligence I'm still smokin' that Newport menthol same color that the grinch is I swore I'd be more And I came within inches Touching from a distance Further all the time I only liked weed cuz it helped me unwind

Me and negativity agree: You can clear your conscience But there will always be new conflicts Born under a bad sign On the cusp of cancer These are sad times Never believed in intelligent design Even when I was high Love is a battlefield lined with strip mines Strip club serenity soothes sick minds Never had time to confess their crimes Some smoke their boges down to the filter But I flick mines Inflicted with addictions Just as I predicted Reenforcing my convictions I just did it to get mines I'll sip this bitter elixir till the well runs dry I'll do bad things because I'm the bad guy Beauty tears me open Happiness makes me cry Forbidden fruit is the sweetest You're the apple of my eye And it's a sin just to think of you And it's a crime just to look you And it's a tragedy just to touch you And it's a catastrophe just to love you It's torture to desire you It's torment to cherish you It's sorrow to yearn for you It's suffering to lust for you And it's agony to crave you And it's anguish to need you And it's painful to wish for you And it hurts just to be with you But it's hell to be without you And it's wrong for me to want you It's wrong Wrong It's wrong for me to want you It's wrong Wrong Couldn't love you less Lost all my respect I'll treat you like an object My feelings for you are complex Madonna-Whore Complex These feelings won't go unchecked Separate your love from your sex No more secrets kept I'm being far too direct I'm too easy to neglect I'm too easy to reject I forgot what I represent Conceded the argument It wasn't an accident I once was passionate Seems disproportionate Cuz all that's left is abandonment I've had it up to here with this establishment I'd be the happiest man alive if I was earth's last inhabitant And I don't believe in God But I'm the devil's advocate I'm my own arch-nemesis I put all my emphasis on the negative shit We're all caught up in our own conflicts Until they're eclipsed At the genesis of a new abyss If life sucks get a new bitch Ain't no problem without a quick fix Pull the trigger on yourself or face your conflicts Some people think I need to get a grip And stick to the script And stay in my lane And play their game People think I'm strange People think I'm deranged And maybe that's sane But I know I'll never change Change Change And no, I'll never change Change Change